Tomorrow is THE CIVIL WAR. Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Yesssssssssssss! This only comes once every 730 days (at home against Oregon)! It is the most exciting time in my life... tomorrow will either be the worst day ever or the best day ever. The best day of my life so far was the 2004 Civil War game. But honestly, racking through my brain I cannot imagine a day I was happier. Maybe when I have a child born.... mayyyyybe.

Anyways the whole week I've been freaking out. Ever since Sunday my stomach has felt a little weird and I'm anxious. It's just this sorta excited/stressed feeling over my body thats pretty annoying. But yeah, I'll get these random bursts of happiness, where I crack a huge smile and shudder in pleasure. Oh man, I cannot wait. It's going to be AWESOME.

Before I left for home Tuesday I played a Civil War game in NCAA Football 2006. It was a really great game, I turned the difficulty was up and it was a battle. So I was up 34-31 with like two minutes to go, it was 3rd and 3 on my own 30 yard line. Basically if I get the first down I should win (they only had 1 timeout left). If I don't get it, they were moving the ball pretty good on me and when the computer needs to score it often does with ease.

So I call this running play up the gut and pray that it will get enough yards. I spring it for a 70 yard touchdown. Ok, wow a video game right? I don't know, but that game was so close and fun to play, and then to bust it open and win it on that, it was exciting. Ever since that I've just been ready.

I sound like a dork, I know. But I didn't wake up at 4am and wait for three hours in the rain and wind and cold for nothing. I'm on the 40 yard line and the Beavers are playing the Ducks. What more could I ask for?

Sigh. A little over 12 hours till kickoff!